姐姐协助之下，
我来到Shell公司的一个小terminal(Sepangar Bay)实习。
背景是化工，但是Terminal似乎不是给化工的。
这里工作的人，90 % 并非是工程背景。
我遇到不明白的地方，他们解释不了给我。
先说，我并不喜欢烦人。
我请求帮忙时，如果不想帮立刻说，我也不会求你。
我在这里就是这样。
那个女admin有很多资料可以给我，
但是从我每次寻求他的帮助，
他的反应就是懒惰解释，懒惰想，懒惰帮。
A叫我问B，B叫我问C…以此类推…
我很不喜欢这样的环境，我不喜欢自私自利的环境。
你可以自私，但是要有限度。
助人为快乐之本啊~
为什么就是不帮？
我又不是没有主动去问。
在corporate world是没有人理你，
静静不出声代表你没有做工。
我出声的话，
我看他们的会觉得我烦，
不喜欢我。
我还要面对他们两个月，就不能好好相处吗？
我还是喜欢与世无争。
在这些大公司很多人往往为了往上爬，
为地位，为威严，为钱财，
而对别人造成困扰。
可能这和Conservation of Mass一样，
一个人享受另外一个就要受苦。
悲哀！
我一直认为人与人可以好好相处，
你要往上爬可以，
但是就不能敞开你拿狭窄的心，
去接受帮助其他需要帮助的人吗？
这些环境真的很不适合我，
我很不喜欢。
两个月，过完就算。
实习当中，让我发现，
更加肯定，我爱音乐。
我可以教10个小时的钢琴，
要我做工程之类的工作5个小时我都嫌多了。
教音乐很轻松，
起码我不必负起会爆炸的压力，（油田很麻烦的）
最多不就家长学生暴动。（哈哈哈~~~~~）
我也喜欢合奏，
交响乐团也好，
小组乐团也好，
我就是喜欢音乐上的合作。
玩音乐是件开心的事情，
有些人因为自己天分不足，
怎么练习就是比不上那些有天分的人，
就因为有这样的想法让自己在音乐里失去的开心和享受。
对，
音乐里面还是会有冲突，
会有不开心的事情，
但是道理是一样。
敞开你狭窄的心怀，
你会发现好过很多。
这个并不难做到，
去往另外一面想就对了。
我很不相继续工程了，
很想逃脱，放弃工程。
我可以吗？
不可以，我还是要熬到最后，
拿一个Degree in Engineering给妈妈交代。
希望我日后的日子，
顺顺利利，开开心心，健健康康。
我不要争，我要和谐。
我要减肥,像这样性感~~~
It’s my 22nd birthday today!
Exactly on 7th of Nov 11:59 am, one of my best buddy Kim called me.
“还有一分钟就有人birthday wor…”
LOL.. I was really happy receiving his call. Chatted about 40 minutes ++ and thank you for updating me about you, my darling. XD Hope to see you very soon!
Right after him (was busying in msn and facebook in them meanwhile responding to all the wishes), another call from my best buddy, Moto~~
“(Singing)Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you~~~”
LOL.. Thank you, thank you!! So happy so happy~~~ Thank you, thank you~~~ (Sorry forgot tag you.. >_<”)
Third one right after Moto, was the most surprising one. ARTHUR LAI!! Oh my god~~~ My secondary school best friends!!! (I still remember you were about to punch me hard on my face during Senior 2 Teacher’s Day!!! =P)
“Uiii…!! 在打飞机arh???”
LOL.. My goodness, I was so so so high receiving these calls especially from this Arthur LAI, my family and my future personal Dentist. Ekekekekeke~~
On the phone since 11:59 am until about 2:45 am. Woohoo~~ Too bad that no girls call me. LOL.. My wifeleh?? Hweei Mien where are you!!!??? Divorce ah! LOL~
During the office hours, Alphie called me! XD Have a moderately long chat with him, hopefully you recover soon my dear. MPYO camp without you very bored. =’(
After office hours, finally that fatty Kim called me. XD At least he still got 人性 lor.. =D
Lastly, thank you for all people that wished me on my Facebook wall too!
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Of course, I don’t write blog without reason. Blog is meant for people to express their feelings, no matter happy or not happy. I promised myself not to put negative stuffs in my blog, so meaning, anything I put down here is always positive arhhhh.. Ekekekekeke~~~
Sometimes, express out required, but we get questions such as, “Why? 讲啦讲啦~~~”, “somo事jek?”. Menurut kata-kata Kit Hui Li, blog is for us to express everything about our feelings, right? (不要打哈欠) If I want to express without hearing any respond, is that possible, blog expert consultant? Muahahahahaha~
I wasn’t expecing Kim got such a reaction regarding my latest news. LOL. It was funny, Kim. At least you warned me, like how my previous friends warn me before deciding something. I have to be very precise and careful! Yes, I should. I will definitely meet you in KL when I’m back. You are in my Number 1 list now (Shu Yin and Kim Ming oso date me leh >_<, I’m so busy lol). XD
I wasn’t expecting my sister to know about Moto too! Oh my god~ Too many surprises on my birthday. LOL! Moto, your reaction also very cute. XD Maybe I should bring you to meet my sister. Date Eygenn and Eyqhern out too! =.=”
Arthur said xxx’s pussy hole very small and tight, the western love it. =X What a joke! Made us laughed about 2 minutes non-stop on the phone. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Thank you for listening about my problem I met in my studies now, at least you aren’t disagreeing with what I planned. Please support me and I would really like to see you on 17th of Dec in Penang!!! I want see you drive like the “Penist” (Piano = Pianist, Cello = Cellist, Penang = ..).
My sister wants to steal my internship money. T_T I better earn fast and pay her RM7,000 =.=”. My dear cello, please bring me more performance and students to cover your expenses. See I bought you and now I pokkai.
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Stephen, yes, we should meet someday. Have to dig out what your mom knows about me. LOL. At least your mom is fine with it. XD KKSO need cello sectional tutor can find me.
I really hope to meet Zhongers in KK. Miss them so much. I’m so bored and lonely without them in KK.
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Let’s talk about my internship today. Today was very interesting. I joined the meeting again regarding some incidents happened. The meeting was really funny. About 9 of us in the meeting, and all of us were energetic at first, then they were wonder why the meeting was so long. Then, they scroll down the power point slides, and we WOW-ed through the whole scroll down process, until it reached slide 349. =_=” All LOL-ed in the meeting and just proceed. After was very funny, as one of the lady in the meeting act so interestingly funny and made all of us laughed. Most of the accidents reported in the power point slides are “not preventable accident”. LOL-ed. The lady shouted (not angry, is like acting funny lol), and said that everything oso not preventable accident then dismiss lorrr!! LOL LOL LOL..
Right after the meeting finished, lunch time! Boss came to me and wished me Happy Birthday! XD Then, bring me go eat lunch at Gayang. Very funny lunch too. The lady started my lunch with serving me 8 prawns. Then, they all ask me eat all the prawns as I’m the youngest there, being consider as “cholesterol-free human”. =_=” Anyway, that’s my birthday cake – “PRAWN CAKE”. I ate about 40 ekor. Anyway, the prawns are nice. =D
Back to the office, another staff joke with me somemore. Then, the uncle told them I ate the whole plate of prawns and they OMG-ed then laughed at me again. =_=”
I do admit I’m quite bored in the office, but sometimes I do feel interesting and enjoying working and studying there. Yes, I’m still shy and quiet. My colleagues are very friendly and nice to me. I have totally misunderstood some of them at first. Anyway, still another 2 months with you guys. I will appreciate my training with you guys. >_<”
That day, Uncle Bobby requested me come at earlier to take samples at 8 am ++ or 9 am ++. My god. Then today, even worse. Cute Uncle Franciss asked me take 5 am sample. =_______________=” (I will arrange…)
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Anyway, I’m really happy today. A very fattening birthday. Happy 22nd birthday, Eugene! XD I love you~~~
